I was in labor carrying a 10-pound baby – usnews

He said my name as if it were a prayer.

I felt nothing.

No—that was not true.

I felt too much, but none of it moved toward him.

“You have five minutes,” Elena said.

Cameron looked at her sharply. “This is between me and my wife.”

“No,” I said.

His eyes snapped to mine.

My voice was hoarse, but steady.

“It became something else when you turned off my epidural, ignored medical advice, restrained me, and entered a false note into my chart.”

The color drained from his face.

He looked at Elena, then back at me. “You don’t understand.”

“I understand charts.”

“Amelia, I was scared.”

That almost broke something loose inside me.

Not because it was enough.

Because once, I would have wanted it to be.

“You were scared of what?” I asked. “The baby being too big? My pressure dropping? The nurse warning you? Or were you scared that Sophie might think you didn’t protect her?”

His mouth opened.

No answer came.

I watched him search for the right words the way I had watched relatives in the ER search for excuses after accidents that should never have happened.

Finally, he said, “She told me you had been hostile to her for weeks.”

I blinked.

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