“Then stop arranging the truth as though you own it.”
Paloma flinched.
Esperanza looked at Mother Caridad.
“Please.”
The older nun fell silent.
Doctor Paloma opened the notebook.
“After the first attempt failed, Elena and Gabriel left the region. They wrote several times. Esperanza answered twice.”
“I wrote to her?”
“Yes.”
“Do you have the letters?”
“No. But Mother Inés copied a line from one of them.”
Paloma read from the page.
“I cannot promise you a child, but I do not want fear to decide whether we remain sisters.”
Esperanza closed her eyes.
The sentence seemed to touch something in her memory.
A table.
A blue envelope.
Rain on glass.
Her own hand shaking as she wrote.
“I remember the ink,” she whispered.
Paloma leaned forward.
“What color?”
“Blue.”
The doctor nodded.
“You are remembering.”
Esperanza pressed her fingertips to her temples.
“There was a woman across from me. She had my eyes.”
“Elena.”
“She was crying.”
“Yes.”
“But she was not asking me for a baby.”
“No.”
“She said…” Esperanza struggled, then opened her eyes. “She said she had spent too many years wanting a sister to risk losing one over a child.”
Doctor Paloma’s face filled with relief.
“That is what she said.”
Mother Caridad looked from one woman to the other.
“Then how did Esperanza become pregnant?”
Paloma closed the notebook.
“That is what I do not fully understand.”
The three women remained in the infirmary for nearly an hour.
Doctor Paloma explained that the first medical procedure had taken place with Esperanza’s written consent, witnessed by Mother Inés and an independent physician from the city. Because of Esperanza’s illness and later distress, the documents had been sealed. No further attempt was supposed to occur without her renewed agreement.
Yet three years later, Esperanza had become pregnant with Tomás.
Tests performed after his birth suggested he was related to Esperanza.
But Paloma had never been allowed to complete further testing.
“Allowed by whom?” Mother Caridad asked.
“Mother Inés was already dead. The diocesan administrator advised discretion.”
“Discretion is not an answer.”
“No,” Paloma said. “It is often the place where answers are buried.”
Miguel began to fuss in the corridor.
Esperanza opened the door, and Sister Lucía brought him in.
The baby settled as soon as Esperanza held him.
Mother Caridad watched her.
