“You are allowed to ask questions without apologizing for them.”
A faint smile appeared on Esperanza’s face.
“I may have many.”
“Good.”
They left the guest parlor together.
Before Mother Caridad locked the door, Esperanza looked back once at the blue curtains, the small wooden chest, and the dust disturbed by their search.
The room had kept her secrets for years.
Now, at last, it had given them back.
Sister Lucía received the news with concern but without surprise.
She sat in the kitchen feeding Miguel small spoonfuls of mashed pear while Tomás arranged slices of bread into a crooked tower.
“You always knew we would eventually reach this point,” she told Esperanza.
“I did not know there was a point to reach.”
Lucía wiped Miguel’s chin.
“You have never been as calm as you appeared.”
Esperanza sat across from her.
“Was it so obvious?”
“To me.”
“Why did you never say anything?”
“You were raising two children, recovering from two pregnancies, and trying to remain yourself in a house where everyone looked at you as though you were either blessed or hiding something.”
Lucía set the spoon down.
“I thought you needed one person who did not ask you to explain.”
Esperanza’s expression softened.
“You gave me that.”
“And now you need people who will help you ask.”
Ana remembered everything once before.
PART 3
The photograph remained on the table between them.
Mother Caridad studied the younger version of Sister Esperanza standing outside the small house in San Aurelio. Without the white habit, she looked almost unfamiliar. Her hair fell loosely over her shoulders, and one hand rested against the gentle curve of her stomach.
Beside her stood Elena.
The resemblance between the two women was unmistakable now that Mother Caridad knew to look for it. They shared the same dark eyes, the same narrow chin, and the same expression people wore when they were smiling for someone they trusted but still carried private worries.
On the back of the photograph, Esperanza’s handwriting seemed to belong to a stranger.
I have chosen this. Please help me remember.
Below it, written by someone else:
Ana remembered everything once before.
Esperanza touched the edge of the photograph but did not pick it up.
“Once before,” she repeated.
Mother Caridad watched her carefully.
“Does anything return when you look at it?”
Esperanza shook her head.
“Only feelings.”
“What kind?”
She searched the photograph again.
“Relief,” she said after a moment. “And sadness. As though I had reached the end of a long conversation and still knew another one was waiting.”
